Don't take it at face value, it's not always black and white
I hate being a thinker, I hate it so much more than you could ever know. What I wouldn't give to be able to sail through life uncaring, unburdened thought. In the end, it all comes down to something so far out of my control, no matter how much I think about it, nothing I do now can affect any outcome. Have I done enough, too much, not enough. Have I fooled myself, a fanciful trick of the mind designed to give nothing but hurt.
Nothing that's ever worth it is easy.
I'm terrified. Terrified of taking a step that could wreck everything. I don't know what I want, but I know what I have now works and can last, but this new thing, it's strange. I know it's not right to feel like I do, but at the same time, it could be fantastic. I just want to see what happens..
I don't want to hurt anyone, but no matter what I do, I feel like someone is going to get hurt, I don't know if I can do that to them.
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When you finally find someone you can bond with, form a real connection, unlike any you've had for as long as you can remember, the world seems a whole lot less lonely.
Kexys
