Disclaimer

The amount of people that have come up to me and told me they read my blog is an ever growing, and diverse number of people. I suppose it shouldn't surprise me when someone tells me they read it, after all, I post it on my news feed, however, it always does.

Let's be honest, I kind of want people to read it. It started out as a way of trying to get people to understand me better, but then warped into a place where I would throw down the mental mess that is my head. That's all well and good normally.

But now... Now I'm afraid that people will read what I write and get offended. I don't know who's reading, and it's often someone who could potentially read it that sets me off on a series of ideas. Now like tonight, I wanted to get something off my chest, but if the wrong people read it, it could be misconstrued and taken in a bad way. I can't help that. So I'm presenting this disclaimer:

The things you read here are my thoughts, and most likely, they have nothing to do with you. If you choose to take them personally, then that is your problem. You have been warned. I don't want any real life drama based on what you read here. If you don't like what you read, simply stop reading.

And if you think what I've written is about you, then it probably is. The disclaimer still applies.

Grow the fuck up people.

Kexys.

Endings

The worst thing about life, is that no matter what paths you tread, however far you walk, there will always be endings. Times when you have to say goodbye to all the people you've walked this far with and move on. I hate endings so much.

This year has been amazing, all of it. All because of the people the people I've had in my life. Now I'm facing 5 months without them. Some of the new friends I have made, I may never see again, or at best, very sparingly after tomorrow. Considering that I suffer social anxiety, I value the bonds I share with people above most other things in my life, and seeing those bonds sundered.. It breaks my heart.

I wish life could just, stay as it is, and that people wouldn't have to go away. I know thats a really childish veiw, as people need to move forward to grow, and if we never moved on, then we wouldn't meet new people, form new bonds and continue the circle. I'm glad I can share my journey with all these wonderful people, the memories we shared I'll hold close to my heart forever. I actually love you all.

So please don't disappear completely, say hi from time to time. Ending don't have to be goodbyes, just new beginnings.

Kex