Another vivid dream happened to me last night. If it wasn't for the dog waking me up, I don't know how it would have ended.
I don't remember exactly how it started, but I was being hunted by demons, who wanted me dead. They had taken the form of people I knew and were constantly hunting me. I found out who they were and I eventually tried to compromise with them. They took me to "Hell" (Which looked surprisingly like a holiday resort) and tried to make me sign an agreement to become a demon. After reading the small print, and adding in some terms of my own, I met the demon king. He claimed that he was happy I compromised, based on my "Track record". I had apparently escaped from Hell before, when my body went through a near death experience (which is why I was being hunted down), and he also showed me my track record, claiming I was responsible for 8724 deaths. It was a chilling experience overall, and the calmness I had through the whole thing disturbs me, it was almost like I didn't care what was going on.
There was another carrot for becoming a demon, however. One of the demons took the form of a girl I know, and I was promised I could be with her if I accepted. I woke right as I had laid my final terms to the King, and was waiting for him to decide on whether a compromise would be met. I would have probably said yes, if they had. It's a scary thought for me, I'm not evil, but I know what I could accomplish if I had power, no matter the source. Do the ends justify the means?
Sunday 20 May 2012
Monday 14 May 2012
Myself
Tonight, I got punched in the face on the way home by some obviously drunk guy.
I already had a broken nose, him hitting it hurt like hell.
In retaliation, I didn't hit him back. He was upset and drunk, and that isn't a good combination. Instead, I listened to him. He said he'd just had to take his daughter off a life support machine and that she had died.
Then he hugged me. This guy, who had just punched me, was now giving me a hug. I felt pity for the poor man, so I hugged him back. And he apologised, several times actually, and it was obvious that he meant it too. He then wandered off, back into the night, and I gave him my best wishes, because that is the kind of person that I am.
In his state, a few well placed strikes would have had him on the floor. I know that. I also know that he was far too drunk and sluggish to really do anything back to me, even if he got back up.
But violence will not solve your problems. It only besets more strife. I do one day hope to live in a world, where people spread love and tolerance for their fellow human. I don't mean it in a hippie way, but in a way that peoples first reaction to others isn't hate and anger.
That is why I love cheerleading so much. A friend told me about football earlier, about how a team that had just lost, cheered because the team they had lost to didn't win overall anyway. I find that disgusting. In cheerleading, it doesn't matter which squad you're on, they all cheer for you. Even the people you compete against will cheer and clap. What other sport can you find that in?
At the end of the day, it all comes down to respect. If you can respect a fellow human for what they are, you don't have to like them, but mutual respect will turn animosity into rivalry, which is far more productive overall.
Its time to think about your actions people. Spread the love! <3
Kex
I already had a broken nose, him hitting it hurt like hell.
In retaliation, I didn't hit him back. He was upset and drunk, and that isn't a good combination. Instead, I listened to him. He said he'd just had to take his daughter off a life support machine and that she had died.
Then he hugged me. This guy, who had just punched me, was now giving me a hug. I felt pity for the poor man, so I hugged him back. And he apologised, several times actually, and it was obvious that he meant it too. He then wandered off, back into the night, and I gave him my best wishes, because that is the kind of person that I am.
In his state, a few well placed strikes would have had him on the floor. I know that. I also know that he was far too drunk and sluggish to really do anything back to me, even if he got back up.
But violence will not solve your problems. It only besets more strife. I do one day hope to live in a world, where people spread love and tolerance for their fellow human. I don't mean it in a hippie way, but in a way that peoples first reaction to others isn't hate and anger.
That is why I love cheerleading so much. A friend told me about football earlier, about how a team that had just lost, cheered because the team they had lost to didn't win overall anyway. I find that disgusting. In cheerleading, it doesn't matter which squad you're on, they all cheer for you. Even the people you compete against will cheer and clap. What other sport can you find that in?
At the end of the day, it all comes down to respect. If you can respect a fellow human for what they are, you don't have to like them, but mutual respect will turn animosity into rivalry, which is far more productive overall.
Its time to think about your actions people. Spread the love! <3
Kex
Tuesday 8 May 2012
Update
It really has been far too long since I looked up here. My bad, I guess. I have missed you all though, I have just been really caught up in my life recently, so, I guess y'all deserve an update!
Okay so, lets do this:
Numero Uno! Cheerleading! I went back for a visit and BLAM! Just like that I get to go back. I do love the sport so much. I was really starting to get back into it when WHAM! Stray elbow to the face! It was a total accident, and honestly, I feel worse for the girl that broke my nose than for myself, she was so upset :< But anyways, there is no way that's going to stop me! I'm more than ready to go back now, in every regard.
Numero.. um.. Two! Singing! My voice has really improved itself, I can hear myself better now, and my vocal range is getting stronger! I do so enjoy to sing. Today I found I could sing "Gives you Hell" (Glee cast version) pretty well, and had a lot of fun singing along side some death metal vocals!
Number the third! General social stuffs! So, I'm managing to stay in the bar a lot longer now! Done a couple of full nights and had a blast doing it. I'm going out more. My calendar is actually full! With 4 nights a week cheer suddenly stepping in there and leaving me with not a whole lot of free time. Besides my DS, I don't think I've actually played a game in about 10 days now, which is some kind of a record for me. Althoughhh.. Diablo 3 next week! I can't wait!
Number the next! Roleplaying! Okay, so I'm not doing as much nowadays, because of this and that and stuff, but what I am doing is going great! I enjoy my Mondays and Wednesdays, as River and Lux, Whether it be saving the residents of Sandport from the ultimate evil living below them (River), or causing a drunken disturbance on the Sandport streets (Lux), they are both developing nicely.
So yeah, that's the general stuff update, now onto the finer things.
Got back in contact with my Mum on my birthday, and I now visit on a weekly basis. Its great to see them all again, I get on great with my little sister, Lucy, cos she's such a great kid who shares my sense of humour, even if she is a bit of a chav ;). My little brother, Adam, got into the RAF, so congrats to him, I hope everything works out.
An old friend from college emailed me the other day too! Was kind of out of the blue, but since then, we've been talking a lot, she lives so far away now, but I'm sure we'll meet up again at some point. :) But until then, I hope for continued correspondence via mail!
So yeah, the general moral of the story, is that everything is going far better than expected. I'm loving life at the moment. A little anxious from time to time, but I'm managing it now. Also, I'm still waiting on a reply for my degree course, which is holding me in suspense a little. And I am a little worried about going to have my nose re-broken and put back into position. Yuk! But besides that, everything is great!
Anyhow, that's a whole lotta text, and I've got a whole lotta other things I could be doing! Love y'all!
Kex <3
Okay so, lets do this:
Numero Uno! Cheerleading! I went back for a visit and BLAM! Just like that I get to go back. I do love the sport so much. I was really starting to get back into it when WHAM! Stray elbow to the face! It was a total accident, and honestly, I feel worse for the girl that broke my nose than for myself, she was so upset :< But anyways, there is no way that's going to stop me! I'm more than ready to go back now, in every regard.
Numero.. um.. Two! Singing! My voice has really improved itself, I can hear myself better now, and my vocal range is getting stronger! I do so enjoy to sing. Today I found I could sing "Gives you Hell" (Glee cast version) pretty well, and had a lot of fun singing along side some death metal vocals!
Number the third! General social stuffs! So, I'm managing to stay in the bar a lot longer now! Done a couple of full nights and had a blast doing it. I'm going out more. My calendar is actually full! With 4 nights a week cheer suddenly stepping in there and leaving me with not a whole lot of free time. Besides my DS, I don't think I've actually played a game in about 10 days now, which is some kind of a record for me. Althoughhh.. Diablo 3 next week! I can't wait!
Number the next! Roleplaying! Okay, so I'm not doing as much nowadays, because of this and that and stuff, but what I am doing is going great! I enjoy my Mondays and Wednesdays, as River and Lux, Whether it be saving the residents of Sandport from the ultimate evil living below them (River), or causing a drunken disturbance on the Sandport streets (Lux), they are both developing nicely.
So yeah, that's the general stuff update, now onto the finer things.
Got back in contact with my Mum on my birthday, and I now visit on a weekly basis. Its great to see them all again, I get on great with my little sister, Lucy, cos she's such a great kid who shares my sense of humour, even if she is a bit of a chav ;). My little brother, Adam, got into the RAF, so congrats to him, I hope everything works out.
An old friend from college emailed me the other day too! Was kind of out of the blue, but since then, we've been talking a lot, she lives so far away now, but I'm sure we'll meet up again at some point. :) But until then, I hope for continued correspondence via mail!
So yeah, the general moral of the story, is that everything is going far better than expected. I'm loving life at the moment. A little anxious from time to time, but I'm managing it now. Also, I'm still waiting on a reply for my degree course, which is holding me in suspense a little. And I am a little worried about going to have my nose re-broken and put back into position. Yuk! But besides that, everything is great!
Anyhow, that's a whole lotta text, and I've got a whole lotta other things I could be doing! Love y'all!
Kex <3
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